Im Done!

Not sure how many times I have said this phrase the last couple of days, but "I AM DONE!". Ok so not really but I feel done. Last week I started to feel a chest cold coming on. I do not get these very often and I figured it would quickly go away...oh so wrong! So as this chest cold got progressively worse, I also developed an ear infection. Saturday night or should I say Sunday morning, before dawn I awoke and found that my left ear was feeling less than lovely and combine that with a persistent and irritating cough I was up all night long. Now when you are 32 weeks pregnant and your baby is putting crazy pressure on your bladder, you are bound to "leak" a little pee every now and then...especially when you are having baby #3. Now add a persistent and irritating cough into the picture and you do more than just "leak". I have coughed so much that last couple of days that my head is constantly pounding, my abdominal muscles, which have relaxed due to pregnancy, are so sore that I can hardly move, and I am constantly doing the "cross my legs so I won't pee my self when I cough" move. Yes, indeed I am done!

I hate to complain..as I have had much worse pregnancy issues, but this stinks!

I was also thinking that I really do not like being pregnant. Now before any one gets bent out of shape due to my statement let me explain. I love to feel the baby move with in me. I love the miracle of creating a life. I would not give up being pregnant for any thing, but I do not enjoy the actual act of being pregnant and all the issues that come with it. 5 years ago I would never of said or believed this. Kal and I tried for 4 years to have a baby. 4 years of struggle and heart ache. The day we found out we were expecting was such a blessing to us, I will never forget the feelings I had at that time. I was super sick with Jackson...but I enjoyed every minute of it (ok, so not really enjoyed it) but because I had waited so long I wanted to treasure that time as I was not sure if I would ever get pregnant again. So then along comes baby #2 and If I thought I was sick with Jackson, then I had no idea what sick was. It was a very rough 9 months for every one, but so worth it as now I have my little Walker. So now onto baby #3...I have hardly been sick at all..only thrown up a handful of times and have basically felt good. I still do not like being pregnant. I have 8 weeks to go and I hope the go fast.... I am so excited for this new little one to join our family, as are my boys and husband. But I am done:0)